Many of you have wondered if I am having twins again… and the answer is NOPE!
There is only one sweet baby growing in me right now … and I am relieved.
I honestly do not think I could do another twin pregnancy again especially having twin toddlers. Beyond just being tired I had a fair amount of complications due to the twin pregnancy ( early birth, blood pressure issues) plus it was so hard to have Lawson in the NICU for 2 weeks.
It is complicated to explain but I was not a fan of twin pregnancy for many reasons – it was hard to bond with both equally which made me feel like a bad mom even before they were born.
SO that being said I was happy to see one healthy baby during our first ultrasound 🙂